My head is spinning every things a blur but I’m still trying to stay focused HD stamina running off insomnia I dream while awake so the voices I hear say “thought if you planned it out then it would go your way.” but that’s not how it goes, we get a few highs, but a whole lot of lows, we get one yes but not b4 one hundred noes. ***Side bar***while writing this I see the The Game walking across the street from me. Welcome to Hollywood a place where u can experience pain and pleasure in the same night. Its no ones fault so no need to blame it’s really the only way to deal so I bite my tongue and think of a time when I was alright. But I can’t find. The lights, it’s been dark in here years and the one that can see in there is crazier then me. So no luck getting help from lefty, right side it’s your show!!! Bravo bravo!!! Your doing great Knock Em Dead. Never knowing I’m sweating bullets all over this mic stand…

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THANKS FOR THE CONTINUOUS LOVE AND RE-BLOGS. STAY TUNED FOR SOME NEW STORIES COMING SOON…

-DASH MILLER SAYS…

Chapter 1

Loud ringing from my alarm clock informed me that I had 30 minutes before the 10 o’clock appointment with my first personal trainee for the day. Was still a little shook up from last nights argument with the Mrs. I guess a divorce isn’t the worst that could happen, I could have killed her and that motherfucker when I walked in and saw his body bouncing up and down between the same legs my 2 children were born from. “After 10 years?!?” That’s all I could keep replaying in my head like your favorite song on repeat but this was far from music to my ears. no time to sulk though, I had to get my ass up and out the house. Getting out of bed I grabbed my palm pre to check my emails. Had a few new clients the day before so I figured some of them may want another session. “11 missed calls?” “Damn Tony can’t never keep his mouth shut!!!” I’m pretty sure he told everyone. I thought that a best friend was suppose to keep personal conversations confidential, but nooooo, Tony couldn’t keep something to himself even if it was a sheet of paper with his social security digits and his ATM pin number on it. Now I had all these missed calls from my nosey family wondering if I was ok, at least that’s what they say, really they just want all the dirty details of what happened. I check my voice mail, “YOU HAVE 6 NEW VOICE MESSAGES…NEW MESSAGE…Hey lil-bit!!! Mamma is the only person that calls me that, thanks a lot T!…”I heard the news from Tony, I always knew that girl was a 2 dollar hoe…Lord Forgive Me… and I only put up wit her because you said you loved her and she gave you some beautiful twins baby boys but I never wanted her in this family, please call me when you get…..MESSAGE DELETED. I don’t even want to hear anymore, I’m gonna be late, not to mention I had get focused before work. As I stood in the shower and let the nearly scalding hot water run down my back I kept thinking about what my momma said in her message “I always knew she was a 2 dollar hoe? Then why didn’t she ever say anything???” Its funny how people who consider themselves to be close to you always seem to think they can down talk your ex once the relationship is over but always had nice things to say when you were with them. Its like if you felt that way, why didn’t you say anything b4 the drama? I guess I wouldn’t have listened anyway…I mean…come on the mother of my children? There’s no way I could have known she had that shit in her bag of tricks, but what’s done is done I’m gonna start getting the divorce papers ready on Monday. After I dried off and threw on some sweats, I grab my gym bag and car keys then headed out for the day not knowing this was not going to be just another normal Friday….to be continued.